THE BATTLE IS WITHIN NOT WITHOUT

The battle is not with the world/others, but rather within ourself, with our mind and ego. The ego makes it look like people/things are doing something to us by triggering feelings from our past and pretending they are coming from outside, from the situation in front of us at the moment, but that is seldom true. But the illusion created by the ego tricks us into blaming others, things, etc. So we try and change others, the world which means we never see the true cause of our problems which is our ego. Blaming others alienates us, destroys our relationships and leaves us loveless and alone. The ego can further confuse us by triggering breathing, blood pressure, make us feel bad, etc problems. Which it again pretends is coming from outside us, from people, places, and things. The ego is blatant, insidious, unrelenting and it thinks we and it are safer with it in control of our life. It also needs energy to survive but the only place it can get that energy from it's host-us. But it must get us to judge, guilt, or shame ourselves before it can steal our chi or energy. The ego often drains our energy to stop is from doing something that it thinks is dangerous, under the pretense of protecting us. But the truth is it is actually protecting itself and it will gladly sacrifice our happiness, health, wellbeing, etc. to insure it's survival. It also doesn't realize it dies if we die, but it will sacrifice our health to make sure it survives. So as you can see the ego is not your friend, but it tells you it is constantly and that you can't survive without it. But in fact like most things the ego says, this IS BACKWARDS. Many people don't survive because the egos plan for us is death. Suicide is caused by ego illusions. Many illnesses are caused by the ego. Our inability to do what we want to do like a healthy life, have sex/gay sex, make money, meet new people, take risks is usually caused by ego blocks. But the root source of our problems is being identified with the ego, believing it is us. Being identified with the ego renders it almost invisible and it likes to keep it that way. OUR PRIMARY BATTLE FOR SURVIVAL IS FOR FREEDOM FROM THE EGO. But in order to start this battle you have to realize that you have an ego parasite inside you that is trying to control your life, to run and ruin it. Symptoms that the ego is in control of your life: you have mostly negative thoughts; you judge, shame and guilt yourself often; you resist your life, your mate, your job, your body, your circumstances; you smoke cigarettes; have very little motivation; take a lot of medicine; DON'T ENJOY THE BEAUTY OF LIFE; see life as something that has to be endured; assume suffering is necessary; BELIEVE SOME PART OF YOU IS BAD. Our true self or feeling consciousness: we are born with a true self that has all the information necessary for us to lead a healthy, happy, abundant, loving and satisfying life. But our parasitic ego rewrites our programming and constantly tries to steer us away from our true self and USURP THE POWER for itself. It does things like replace brotherly love and abundance with greed and lack. IT WILL PUT US TO SLEEP OR MAKE US FEEL ATTACKED WHEN SOMEONE TRIES TO TELL US WE HAVE AND EGO PARASITE INSIDE US. GIVE US A HEADACHE WHEN WE TRY AND READ A BOOK ABOUT EXPANDING OUR CONSCIOUSNESS AWARENESS. MAKE US RESIST ASKING FOR HELP FROM OTHERS OR RECOGNIZING OUR GUIDES. STOP US FROM MEDITATING. MORE INFO AT WWW.THINKPERFECT.COM

INTIMATE SENSUAL SEXUALITY

CONSCIOUS/TANTRA SEX NEW SEX INTIMATE SENSUAL SEXUALITY when sex is sweet, satisfying & exciting it is because intimate sensual sexuality is happening. It is the kind of sex that everybody wants but seldom gets. Intimacy can be with a stranger, friend, lover or mate. Intimacy comes from the mental and the spiritual, not the physical or actual sex. LESS MInd (thinking) AND MORE SPIRITUAL What this means is your sexual sensations and feelings will seem more intense/stronger and not just located in the genitals if you quiet your mind. In addition (like a background) you have the delicious feelings of INTIMACY which are usually missing from western ejaculation sex. Intimacy can have a positive affect on jobs, health and life in general. In a relationship intimacy often changes everything for the better, especially when two people practice sexual intimacy, often. Thinking during sex reduces, a little or a lot, the amount of sensation or feeling you are aware of from the actual act of sexing Then if you are willing and able to have a spiritual connection it AMPLIFIES, DEEPENS, and ENLARGES ORGASM and you feel the effects of the REJUVENATING sexual energy. Ejaculation and orgasm are two separate things that usually happen together but don't have to for you to experience orgasm. Orgasm is spiritual and ejaculation is physical. Ejaculating sperm freely from the penis is very unhealthily and not necessary for orgasm. There are several techniques that can be used to redirect, stop and then pull the energy from the sperm into the body and the mind so you can enjoy multiple orgasms and retain the chi/energy. The sperm energy is some of the most healing, rejuvenating and soothing energy we have especially when it is moved into the body and the mind. Ejaculating often (especially for older men) can drain the body of its life energy, aliveness, mental alertness, and even hasten death. Part I is a free class that explains more in detail and has some techniques that will be demonstrated (clothes on ), Part II is a fee nude seminar where you will practice these techniques and more (part II may be more then one session\meeting. WWW.THINKPERFECT.COM FOR COACHING OPTIONS, CLASSES , ETC.

IF SEX IS NOT FUN

IF SEX IS NO FUN by Ross Bannister Todd assisted by the Helpers If sex is not fun then there may be shame or guilt present in your body/mind. You may still be accepting shame [allowing your ego to shame you] and not realizing that you don't have to do that. It may have become so habitual for you that you don't even see that you are agreeing with it, again. You may have accepted this shame as a given for so long that you don't see that it is NO LONGER TRUE. This may be just one of the untrue emotions that you are keeping alive from your past that are shaping your current reality, your health or how you feel. If sex is bad or dirty (shame) and you do it anyway, it can't be fun, can't be a sensual celebration of your body, genitals, anus, mouth, lips, and spirit. It will tend to lessen or eliminate your orgasms. Some of you because of your up bringing or religion you do not allow yourself to enjoy sex but you still do it, crave it, and most likely suffer guilt after you have had sex, wanted sex, desired sex, or just fantasied about sex. There is nothing dirty about sex unless you believe there is. Sex has been given to us to enjoy, to recharge ourself with the revitalizing energy of sensual sexuality or sex. When two people who love themselves then share their sensual sexuality as an extension of that love with each other, orgasm can then become a gateway to the divine, loving orgasm can be communion with the divine. [this has nothing to do with organized religion] When sensual sexuality is used to make love is restores your chi/energy, heals your body, rejuvenates and refreshes you and gives you a DEEP SENSE OF SATISFACTION and completion. So much so that you may not even want to have or need to have sex again soon. copyright (C) by Ross Todd December 1, 2011 all right reserved